Awesomee!!!

The red carpet is the evidents of their love

Guests souvenire (<3 align="center">The Decoration of the Ball :]

Say Hi! to the bunch of Cheerleaders!! XD

~ Sweet~

ME and the beloved bride * my P.T*

I like tis pic!! Finally...(:

My grandteacher!! Cool eh??

She's doin the Bye-bye sessions :D

Sorry there's a big space here!!! haix..blog error :/

That wedding dinner was so awesomee and grand mannn...love it!! But that was my piano teacher's wedding,eheeheheehhee * so envy her leh** She do have a husband that respect and love her very much...awhhh <3>Btw, the food there in hilton hotel was indeed tasty..XD you should have make a try next time if you have any functions there..hahahahaXp besides food, there were 2 very memorable performance that been presented..It was some kind of malay lady singing in chinese!! WOW!! Unbelievable,fantastic!! She do sing well that really makes me feel astonished..**clapss for her** Somemore got one of a gorgeous guy there performing violin with his sexaphone companion the Black Man>> wakakakka XD..The violin guy really get to attract my attention bcoz of his handsome features and his awesomee violin skills..Omg!! **heart melts So lets talk bout the groom, He's truly a joker..no wonder my teacher falls for him Xp ** must be his attractive charming personalities made this marriage to be something inevitable** When everyone of us doin the " Yum Seng" session,he came out something funny XDD he shouted Yum Seng like bout 3mins...Haix that was so tiring!!! Phewww... Took some pics during the sweet moment>> let them tells you everything....

ehehhehehe..i'm better now (:

yeeehooooo?!!! back blogging again larhh... i know i'm a bit over for my ytd day's blog but please bear in mind ya' i just wanted to airout my emotions...bcoz i like wanna burst out ady,no one come and share my thoughts wif me so i just air out through blogging lorr...haiz...okok stop that sensitive topic again...sorry for being Rude everyone XD

So just that day i found out a lot of my ex-classmates blogs..They really do changed a lot more than i expected..Let me list out their names-Aaron Wong, Joyce Lum, Geraldinee Ko, Benardinee Chew and Khor Jia Ming..I truly missed them a lot =) Wish to hang out with them..ermm some of them organised a reunion but most of them cant make it including me..**sob sob** TT.. Sorry ya' i cant go 1U with you guys coz i think i'm like kinda like grounded by my mom..My mom dont really let me go out with friends except if i give her notice bout 1 month ago larhh, if next time anyone want to hang out with me then tell me earlier like a month ago..otherwise i cant fufill you guys Xp..

I'm going to my beloved piano teacher's wedding dinner 2molo ^^, at the PJ Hilton Hotel..yahooo :D Have a happy Wedding Teacher Penny <3 , i'm coming!!

On the other hand, under no circumstances i found my very own diary during standard six Xp
I wrote a lot of crap in it, and when i re-read i found myself so stupid...ohh nvm its normal XD
but i found my essays fluencies are quite impressive,happy to be ME!! not just only that i realise i have a lots of thing i havent't achieve yet and my gigantic potential in me have not been launced yet..duhhh!!! everyone has it (:

Besides i found out my very new interest and i know that i've been loving it so muchhh =0 **clappings** Xp.." SINGING" my very new interest...i love singing, singing always inspires my heart..Singing is not just having the functions of chasing away my sorrowness despite of letting me to have more self confidence within me=)

After All, I love myself!! I love singing!!

**Take my hand, take a breathe, hold me tight>> and take one step>>and let the music to be your guide** lyrics <3 awhhh wonderful lyrics..wish someone could be my dancing partner for this very song..Xp

WISHES

hahahaha....sorry back for awhile to give some b'day wishes to two girlss here :D

"HAPPIE BURFDAY"

TO

Kelly Chan MIn See & Eliza Wong Yun Jia

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Start of Something New!!! ^^ Wieeeee...

I'm Pissed OFF!!

I'm not gonna tell you what i'm really pissed off?! But what i wanna tell you is i'm seriously not fine here...I'm darn angry with someone,no doubt bout it kayss. I started to hate that person in a sudden,of coz there are a lots of reasons that you wont really get to understand my feelings,everything that he/she had done to me always came out from my mind and i can tell u what this person is truly a FAKER * if u're still someone that have humanity u should admit what u've done and ur words to me is so damn fcukin' unpleased.. I dont care who you are?!you're no more a part in my life anymore......u're not meant to be 4give.....u're a person who likes to boast urself in front of ur friends and likes to show off ur greatness..ohh come on, stop acting..u're so a L.O.S.E.R!! Stop pretending to be someone great,but the fact is u're nothin..Be the true you..u've done a lot of things that u're actually trying to pissed me off..u're too brainless as i can say..

You made me fell like i'm being ditched!! Why tragedies always happen in me??
Gotta get my ass off from the chair now!! i'm not in the mood again bcoz of some bustards....

A one Day Boring Trip!! But its also a benefical trip i can say..

Woke up tis morning around 9 something...just dunno why i cant get to sleep again..The worst thing is i slept at almost 1.30am!!! But its as usual already..nothin to be surprise of?? LOL

The 1st thing i've done this morning is straight away go on9..coz u noe there's nothing else to do??

So basically, this afternoon mom brings me to make a visit to the 45% vegetable supplier of the whole malaysia's vegetable farm in ulu Yam ** if i'm not mistaken for the percentage thing??**

We used bout 1 and a half hour driving to reach there, aiyo.. damn fedup wif the driver,Xp...i mean my dad..i don't really like the way he drives,the way he drives is like making you so like dizzy larhhh...once i reach that farm i almost wanna vormit man...sorry 4 that daddy>> ooopppsss 0_____0

Btw,i've learn many things there bout vegetable..its true you know..we've met the person incharged there named Mr.Choo who reveals a lot of secret bout the process of their plantation.He told us that no such thing as "Organic", everything within the plant is chemical..He also admit that he puts a lot of chemical into the plants while he farms..What a honest guy?! XD

Organic is just a kinda feelings that makes ur heart feel insuranced..Xp..But its all Bullshits i can say..Its juz some dirty methods that sellers wanted to promote their vege's..Of course larhh, i know everyone of us shud hv to eat vege..i'm here to tell u guys and especially ur mommy not to buy "organic"things..Its a waste of ur precious money..BEWARE @___@ ..You Still hv to buy vege's but not the organics wan la,but can you guys imagine we are gving ourselves poisons almost like everyday?? Let me make myself clear here, i'm not encouraging you to eat meat ok??dun get it wrong here pal!! I'm truly sad for the world,we're being unatural nowdays..Everything around us is artificials..haiz..Men are not meant to be like this rite?? I wish i can do something bout it Xp?? On the other hand, i'm sad for those ppl that are invovled in agriculture..They dont really make money,coz nowadays the wheather is turning bad is that wat i can see it..raining everywhere especially when the raining seasons came..Poor thing :(

Sorry for not taking photos at the farm becoz its ranin like cats and dog today..cant take pics

Show you guys next time!

Benefical experience

Till here peeps

Toodles (:

Decisions.

I'm back blogging again here..so ermm i'm glad that i've made my decision with him...i've nothin much to say here but wishing him and me gonna have a good start after this decision making..no more thinking futures, no more day dreaming thing....everything back to NORMAL...btw, i wish tis would nvr happen b4...it seems so hard for me to forget all the memories with him...Never experience this b4, i don't really know how to get over myself...

Depending on songs to get over the memories with him...Maybe sometimes i'll be thinking why shud i been making decisions like this?!? But maybe i'm right..who knows?? or maybe some of them will be thinking that i shud not been doin this...it is a waste..
Perhaps I should be sensible towards this relationship..i'm sincere actually..but some prob between us keep popping out..maybe we dun have the fate to be together for that long...
After All, we cant really meet each other up and i think our love is not as strong as before so ermm just forget bout it..( i know i'm kinda decieving myself now,but i need to do that 4 the sake of both of us) Nothin comes free,everything comes with a string attached..i dont expect a true love 4 now...its nonsense..seriously, i dont believe anythin bout happy ever after...its just something to make you feel happy...

Hope i can recover as soon as possible...everything back to ZERO..i don't want complicated things anymore..i cant afford to take two again..

PLease don't Stop The Music!! Bring It ON S.I.S.T.E.R.. XP

The Latest Album-i got it!!!

nicee sandals..but its not mine TT

The latest decoration for christmas in pyramid..

The sweetest girl in the world... :)

Gotcha...XD

Do you wanna be a part of me?!?

: P

[: ME :]


































~ Story Time ~

Let me start my day at 11am in the morning, so ermm i dressed up myself and ready to go pyramid there to meet up wif my friends!! but some of them are not reali my friend..ooopppsss sorry 4 tat pal..XD i went there i met chi yin, jie hui, sook fun and thats my day get started,but later i went the shop named S&J to buy two adorable burfday girls preziee,i chose two cups as their preziee..generous leh me?? its oso costly u know?? haha but nvm,,its good to have friends like them so its ok..the price is still affordable to me...elehh!! i'm trying to boast myself that i'm RICH..holly macoroned!! :D ** CRAP CRAP** After the prezie thing, all of us gathered together especially the boys waiting for the other b'day girl and grace's arrival :) Who she think she is?!? want all of us to wait for her ?? Dummieee..ehehee..( jkjkjkjkjk) When they came, then we all just go look for FOOD!! Duhh..its the most important thing for our daily livings,somemore i havent ate my breakfast yet..but ahh u know wat?? they all like no idea what to eat...so i get fedup i just straight away went MC'D with grace to have some food...it was totally GREAT man..i've never tried hanging out with friends like this..happiest day and on the other hand, something unhappy happen too..but it need time to digests all my memories..its kinda hard i can say,some kind of complicated feelings within me..haiz.. ok,after the food..we went singing karaoke...damn syiok larhh!! i know i started getting high up when they started singing,later i join them and finally end up i sang the most....wakakakaka XD i'm a rock star!! Some of them even praise me..Wohoooo...wanna listen to my singing skill?? not to say perfect but wat i can say is, i'm in it! Blekkk :pSO Bring it on Babehh..** ON AIR ** Btw, i bought movie tickets with grace and we all decided to watch High School Musical 3 - Senior years :) ehehehehe...ermm some parts inside the movie its kinda like bored,but overall vanessa take a good shot in every scene's...Seriously, She's HOT and she can perform well too ..Preety good... ;) So here's some pic...take a look aheeehahahahuuu..

Finally!! my first love novel that i read...Good try..=)

hehehee...30 guys in 30 days..its just to trained you how to
communicate with different guys in 30 days..but this girl Claudia Clarkson
wanted to meet her true love..but however, she needs to learn to
interact with different guys and finally she met her fate...^^
As for me, i think fate plays no favourite sometimes...Xp

Btw i'm also here to share my very 1st love novel that i've read here...not really love larhh actually..its something like how to trained yourself and built up ur charming personalities to attract your Mr right...XPP

But anyway, nice book to read...here's the book..maybe some of you have read the book...but its ok..XDD

Lastly, going Sunway pyramid tomorrow to hang out with friends and somemore watch hsm3...Fuiyoh.. Ready to fly lor..lol !!

I will always rmb u...my dear friend~Sharmeen!!!

Luckyyyy Starzzzz!!





Friendships that lasts eternitily <3>

THis is the masterpiece of my typical malay mixed chinese beauty bestie's (: Sharmeen Binti Syazwan LAi

I went sharmeen's house ytd,sorry for comin late to ur house....Saw her Changing a lot...She's becomin slimer,happy for her...Btw, Sharmeen u're becomin prettier**whistles** Btw She's a real true friend of mine...You never been forgetting me all these years since our standard six graduation day...Thank you being a true friend of mine...You are always my bestie forever!! =D You are always there for me as a friend...i'm truly touch...Thank you (: heartss 4ever <3 june ="D

Dissapointment

What i mean for my title is that i feel so dissapointed that he cant come for the 19th...Why cant you make yourself present that day? why cant you try ohter ways to meet me up?!? whats the prob now? Why are you treating me so cool :( ?? Whats the prob between us?? Well, i dun think i have the answer here...i've been thinking a lot recently and i wanna stop it!! i dun wan myself get into the emo world...enough!! i wan an exact answer....i dun wanna be like this, i dun wanna make stupid guessing...its truly unfair to me...plss tell me wat is goin on wif you?? You seems to avoid the questions that i asked you, maybe you dont feel it but i did!! Tell me wats up to you?? i really wanna know...share your thoughts with me... No matter what i'll understand you...but please tell the truth...i dun feel rite all these times...i do feel that we have a kind of distance between you and me...it becoming far apart...:( Time proves everything...Maybe our love cant sustain long...or maybe we don't have the faith between us.. Don't feel angry or sad with what i'm talking here, i'm trying to pour out the true me..At the same time, i'm telling the truth...

i cant c hope....i'm lost!!!

Overall my personality is quite good as 4 the publics impressions...but i dont think i can get my self into everything in this world anymore....sometimes i feel like i really can't fit in in everything...FAILURE!!! i know i have some kind of wonderful lifestyle but i don't know what am i thinkin of ？！？ i don't feel joyful and happiness from the deep inside my heart?!? i don't know what makes me so down?? results,relationships,reputation or whatever shit!!! i don't know...i feel like shutting myself down and don't wanna open my mouth 2 anyone or talk 2 anyone....but i wish someone could popped out and comfort me for this very moment...i seriously need it now..but among my friends,Grace is the one who really comfort me with all her experience and her true words deep inside her heart...thank you for supporting me these few days=) haixxxx..the only thing i can do now is to cool my self down..today morning just woke up, and kena scold by mom by some reasons but i know i've done something wrong though she just lecture me the whole afternoon and i belive the words that she told me....It is all my fault by not listening to her in the past...feeling so REGRAd now...nothing will not change...everything will be changing...nothin is eternity...so i'm truly speechless...i dunn not know what 2 do and what 2 say?!? i'm in big mess...sad, moody, dissapoint,regradness,strengthless........etc....

Wonderfulll holiday!!!

Howdy everyone...good news here, of course its my good news!!
i'm goin china 4 a month i think......FUIYOH!! unbelievable mann...syiok!! no joke...and i'm not dreaming..**slapping my self** no i'm not!! its REAL

Btw i'm goin with my mom again as usual XPPP..first i'm goin to GUANGZHOU for bout 5 days then next i'll be moving further my travelling to BEIJING !!! wohooooooo..as for my last destination is SHANGHAI!! everyone i'm HIGH up now...goin three places within one month..STRAIGHT..Can you imagine how happy am i now?!? The trip will started on the 11th of december i guess if i'm not mistakenXDDD..and finally i'll be back on 1st of JANUARY 2009!!! This is a very good news 2 me huh?!? YIPEEEEE...YAHOOOOO...
Celebrating my X'mas at SHANGHAI...it will super duper FUN!!!!!! dun worry 4 all those ppl who were reading my blog all these time, i will never ever dissapoint you during this period of time..i'll post a lot of pics and share my happiness with you <3.. color="#ff9900">HAPPIE YIPPIE WIPPIE... For this coming 19th, i'm goin 2 attend my two good frens b'day party in sunway pyramid's RED BOX...will be singing half of the day and watching hsm3 wif Choon Sien but as for the others i dun noe larh coz some of them says they wanna watch Quantum of solace wor?!? ahahaha but nvm as long as i get 2 watch hsm3...seeing my idol vanessa hudgens..**whistless** So many things 2 attend and enjoy during this holiday!! no more boring...hehehehe... Don't miss me guys..awhh..but i'll missed u...**sob sob** wait for my good news.. (: stay tuned in my blog_ http://chubbykoalabear.blogspot.com/, i know i've been mentioning my blogsite 2 u guys many times bt mine me 2 repeat again coz i'M HYPER already!!

LAstly i'm here 2 CONGRATS =) my beloved cousin sis, amelia wong yun qi since her UPSR results just came out today...Finally she gt 5A's...happy and feel proud of her...congrats mElia>>
i'll belanja u makan when i'm back Xppp..for those who took upsr results and find their result not that good..KEEP IT UP..dun feel bad...try harder next time..=) As for me, i guess i know how many A's i'm getting, haix...dun really perform well :( so sorry to said that..
haaha
i can smelll something burnin..OMG..my ass gt on fire...sorry gtg now...need 2 put out the fire..Ciao..wakakakakakaka XDDD...crap again..nvm; 再见读者们！ 咱们后会有期，哈哈。

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Basically i'm fine today, i think my mood is back to the track again!!!! wohoooooooooo XDDDD..
So today i went courts mammoth's giant supermarket 2 buy some groceries with my mommy:)
We brought a lot of stuffs today coz we're short of stock at home, wakakakaka Xp..Well later when i was in the car and just left there, guess who i saw?!? i saw SOMEBODY'S dreamlover but ain't telling you who that "guy" is >>>> I was just so shocked and surprise when i saw him but nvm, why should i be so happy? hahaha, thats easy! coz i'm HYPER already....i'm truly admitting it..no doubt bout it...SIAO ZHA BO..btw, talking bout the word hyper..i've created the word hypercreative, smart leh?? duhhh...*flips my hair**you can ask my friend fareen to be my witness...
So anyway, when i reached home..I straight away go bath then watch movieeee, i watch "the PAINTED SKIN" while my mom was enjoying her cooking sessions Xp..( insults) by not helping her anything....The movie that i'm watching is kinda horror bt if u're " brave" like me, you will sure enjoy the show,ahahahas..actually that show is a love story between demon and human, cool leh?? demon and human of coz cant fall in love in reality, but at the end the story its kinda touch..**sob sob** Despite i'm the one who washes the dishes for 2nites dinner, damn exausted larhh...its like 5 ppl ++ having dinner but when it comes to wash the dishes, its like so a lot larh, even my shirt oso gt wet..erghhhhh....i think thats my cue for now..
Sayonaraaa :-*

Finally found somethin 2 let my time flows, i found the light of hope!!!

heeelllloooo folks.....back 2 share my feelings and talk crap again...hope you won't mind 2 be one of my listener, ahahaha...

So i just find something that its quite intresting here 2 overcome my boringness, that is "knitting"...i can say its intresting bt as for common i know its a boring thing 2 do, bt 2 me knitting is fun!!! Just that you need some patience 2 complete it..Well, basically last year i've been working out wif a piece of some kind of blouse for my mom...hehehehe..but its just half done, so i decided to finished it within this holiday to prove my ability...wakkakaka =DD

Besides, just yesterday i finally get 2 overcome my depressions and my personal thinking prob...Maybe i've think to much bout it..So thats why i urged myself 2 find a way out of my sorrowness, i've been so down all these times...Until my mom asked me what happen to me?! I told her everything and even how i feel ..She's the only one that who can be really trusted by me,she teaches me a lot..i truly appreciate you mom!! muaxxxx

And now allow me to share some of my complicated feelings deep inside my heart, love is just a process to let your life become more joyful and happiness but it does not represents everthing...Many ppl happens 2 be the victim of love and finally ended wif tragedy...it is all cause by the world most wonderful thing called LOVE...what on earth are you talking bout?! You might think that i've gone crazy but i'm not, this is the fact..Btw love had many kinds of love...it depends of what kind of love u're gaining..ex: mom's love, dad's love, sibling's love,friendship's love,teacher's love, or whatever love... The most dangerous love in this world is the love between men and women..don't ever take a risk in any relationships, you may get hurt deeply and unhealed ..So make a wise decision, you can make a difference :)

~SIGH~

My life during this coming holiday is so damn meaningless....

Every morning wake up, eat breakfast, watch tv, had my lunch, watch tv, bath, had my dinner, lastly went to bed ......What kind of life i'm havin now?!? haizzz...**speechless**

Besides, My mom just came back this tuesday...dunno why she came back in a sudden?? Maybe she feel like coming back home...HAHAS>>>

By hook or by crook, i must figured out something to do during the holidays i cant just spend my timee like that for bout 2 months..After the holidays, i think i will be facing a lot of difficulties in my studies..ohh mann!! Subjects such as add maths, perdagangan, econs and etc... that its gonna be the subjects i'm studying but thanked god i'm not in science stream...On the other hand, i chose art stream because it will not be too tough 4 me,and i think i'll be able 2 handle it..but as for the subjects in science stream its too tough!!! For people who are Really intrested in career such as engineering, mechanic,doctor,chemist, pilot etc...you can choose 2 take science stream and must really put in your effort... If its my opinion, i would advise that you guys should think carefully before you choose your stream, dont be regrad during during the year in form 4 and it would probably influenced your future..Think rationally before you take action..

Btw, feeling depressed when i thought of myself...i feel that i'm truly a failure in everything or maybe i cant lose my dignity in front of ppl coz honestly i'm kinda of KIASU also...but nvm, its good 2 think that way,**maybe**...

LAstly, hope i can say tata 2 my depressions after the holidays...and i'm also here 2 tell someone that i dunnot know that you are really busy or what?!? or maybe you dun wanna chat wif me, i'm quite dissapoint in you...Actually one of the reason that makes me feel down is also because of you..If you wanna ignore me,its ok..but dont gv stupid excuses..
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