2010-07-02

Lifeless

Comment Ca'va?? ( how r u ) in french..
Wassup ppl C: I guess my title had alrdy made a 40% of what am trying to express here...Lol !! Saddening incidence happen continuously after the day my grandmother passes away..I don't know that whether am trying to avoid myself from this issue or watever shit?! I just don't feel right nowadays..it's like not me anymore... The way I see things and the understanding within me is completely different after that incident happen..

It changed my life!! I swear..I don't care how ppl think about me anymore..where by, I could be able to ignore all those critics frm some idiots which I do not wish to mention much.. A bunch of fake friends surrounding me, being such a nuisance or moron in school..retarded shit piece of mind...My gawd?! Am honestly quite sick and tired of what am I now...As a student who were no longer facing the stupid SPM exam..I'm forced to study in order to score in flying colours..because as the trend to success in life,you are ought to work harder for a better future,so just frigging follow the damn trend and demand myself to obtain 10A+!!! Dude, this wasn't an easy mission to accomplish though!!! However,am actually suffering frm dilemma now!! Am so lost about my target?!?! Will this be my ultimate goal in my adolescents stage...I want to be memorable and glorified but not to be hopeless and dulless as t
a dead LIGHT bulb!!! ~sighs~

till then,
TaTa :DDD