| I went sharmeen's house ytd,sorry for comin late to ur house....Saw her Changing a lot...She's becomin slimer,happy for her...Btw, Sharmeen u're becomin prettier**whistles** Btw She's a real true friend of mine...You never been forgetting me all these years since our standard six graduation day...Thank you being a true friend of mine...You are always my bestie forever!! =D You are always there for me as a friend...i'm truly touch...Thank you (: heartss 4ever <3 june ="D |
| What i mean for my title is that i feel so dissapointed that he cant come for the 19th...Why cant you make yourself present that day? why cant you try ohter ways to meet me up?!? whats the prob now? Why are you treating me so cool :( ?? Whats the prob between us?? Well, i dun think i have the answer here...i've been thinking a lot recently and i wanna stop it!! i dun wan myself get into the emo world...enough!! i wan an exact answer....i dun wanna be like this, i dun wanna make stupid guessing...its truly unfair to me...plss tell me wat is goin on wif you?? You seems to avoid the questions that i asked you, maybe you dont feel it but i did!! Tell me wats up to you?? i really wanna know...share your thoughts with me... No matter what i'll understand you...but please tell the truth...i dun feel rite all these times...i do feel that we have a kind of distance between you and me...it becoming far apart...:( Time proves everything...Maybe our love cant sustain long...or maybe we don't have the faith between us.. Don't feel angry or sad with what i'm talking here, i'm trying to pour out the true me..At the same time, i'm telling the truth... |
| Overall my personality is quite good as 4 the publics impressions...but i dont think i can get my self into everything in this world anymore....sometimes i feel like i really can't fit in in everything...FAILURE!!! i know i have some kind of wonderful lifestyle but i don't know what am i thinkin of ？！？ i don't feel joyful and happiness from the deep inside my heart?!? i don't know what makes me so down?? results,relationships,reputation or whatever shit!!! i don't know...i feel like shutting myself down and don't wanna open my mouth 2 anyone or talk 2 anyone....but i wish someone could popped out and comfort me for this very moment...i seriously need it now..but among my friends,Grace is the one who really comfort me with all her experience and her true words deep inside her heart...thank you for supporting me these few days=) haixxxx..the only thing i can do now is to cool my self down..today morning just woke up, and kena scold by mom by some reasons but i know i've done something wrong though she just lecture me the whole afternoon and i belive the words that she told me....It is all my fault by not listening to her in the past...feeling so REGRAd now...nothing will not change...everything will be changing...nothin is eternity...so i'm truly speechless...i dunn not know what 2 do and what 2 say?!? i'm in big mess...sad, moody, dissapoint,regradness,strengthless........etc.... |
