Decisions.

I'm back blogging again here..so ermm i'm glad that i've made my decision with him...i've nothin much to say here but wishing him and me gonna have a good start after this decision making..no more thinking futures, no more day dreaming thing....everything back to NORMAL...btw, i wish tis would nvr happen b4...it seems so hard for me to forget all the memories with him...Never experience this b4, i don't really know how to get over myself...

Depending on songs to get over the memories with him...Maybe sometimes i'll be thinking why shud i been making decisions like this?!? But maybe i'm right..who knows?? or maybe some of them will be thinking that i shud not been doin this...it is a waste..
Perhaps I should be sensible towards this relationship..i'm sincere actually..but some prob between us keep popping out..maybe we dun have the fate to be together for that long...
After All, we cant really meet each other up and i think our love is not as strong as before so ermm just forget bout it..( i know i'm kinda decieving myself now,but i need to do that 4 the sake of both of us) Nothin comes free,everything comes with a string attached..i dont expect a true love 4 now...its nonsense..seriously, i dont believe anythin bout happy ever after...its just something to make you feel happy...

Hope i can recover as soon as possible...everything back to ZERO..i don't want complicated things anymore..i cant afford to take two again..