Happy 2011 =]

Aloha peeps ;D the author is back again to kick some ass!! lol
i'm just bullshitting here..Oh dear! i should stop this crap..i decided to update my blog after soooo loooooonggg!! Gosh, i've been waited until my neck grows as long as an typical african giraffe! LMFAO =X finally, i hv my very own fix internet line at home=) sooo excited now!! but i'm not really satisfied with the speed of the internet,but since mom said this speed is sufficient for me temporarily and i guess i hv to follow her words orelse i'm DONE!!
Cut the crap.
SO, how's everybody's new year eve? was it fun? unlike me == my every new years eve celebration was exactly a repitition! lol.. i could even list out my schedule precisely, haha...7.30pm, 31.12.20xx gather with my 6th aunt's family & the cousins and hv dinner with them @ any restaurant nearby my house =='.. after 2 hours+ of mealing, we'll head bck home and no doubt my cousins will hit the tv on, most of the NYE spent accompanying the TV :D Sounds dull right? yeah, i know la.. i'm under this kind of circumstances for like 3 years alrdy! lol.. i guess i should make it differently during 2011 NYE =D HAAAH!! i swear i dont wanna wait for the clock to tick till 12am then all of us will walk outside the house for fireworks!! ughh..shout like some idiots ==' the worst thing was tht i've been lectured by mom about the steamboat dins tht i've asked her to try for millions time..Well, brilliantly all the blame was on me and it simply annoys me a loooot!!! u hv no idea how irritating it was? Come on, its NYE dude? cant she just shut up and stop complaining? She's forever the one who brings down my mood @@.. All in all, its still a brand new 2011.. i commit myself this year's gonna be a tough year but no pain no gain right? MOreover, i'm taking the IB course and its a pretty tough course to undergo.. SO,its a must by brushing up my english which will help me a lot by coping with all those hard-core assignments such as : Theory of knowledge(TOK)its an essay about 1200-1600 words!, extended essays about 4000 words( evenworse) and Creative,service & Action( its a kind of co-curiculum activities which hold 20% of the grading system...lol..6 subjects to cover, unlike A-levels..and FYI, its tougher than A-levels.. hahahaha,i win ady la if i take this course!! macam damn smart..NOT! in fact,its a self challenging thingy going on..lol..still, hard work is the essential ingredient towards success. Somemore, my ambition is to be a lawyer? i guess i hv a long long way to go peeps...my dream universit: Harvard( ranking#1 in the world-U)..its not lip service and i'm definitely not ranting here. Trust me!! i wanna beat the ppl who look down on me..i want to be a brainist who would be able to contribute my knowledge to the society...Most importantly, crossing the threshold of Harvard UNiversity to be the 1st honoured graduate law would be my ultimate goal. U could teased behind me saying tht i'm daydreaming, but u'll nvr stand a chance to destroy my highly ambitious spirit ;DDD Bring it on!! NO matter what, i'll make it.. i know there's some bitch out there reading my blog and bitch-talk about me.. i know u damn smart la, its not necessary to backstap me infront of ur mom.. thts very evil of u!! dont think i'm dumb.. never underestimated me WOMAN!!! BITCH!!! FUCK off la..i guess its very risky to post this.. so i think i'm ought to change my blog address, hahahaha...
b4 i leave, i would like to post a pic of Harvard! =)

Till then,
TOodlesss ^^

Trials @.@

Hellooo peeps C:
Trials is seriously killing me!!! Luckily I still hv the 2weeks raya holiday to save my life back Xp lol.. Can u imagine the how much pressure and stress all the form 5 students are?!?! 10 dumb fcuk subject to handle...u think it's easy dude? Me especially don't think so!!! Once u hv the feeling to sit down there and glue ur butt to study like some nerd freak..there is always some fucking distractions waiting to draw ur attention away frm the book..like me!! An absolute and typical role model of disconcentration in my studies:(:( KDK!!! Always try to escape frm hardships and challenges..and u'll name ME!! :/ hahahaha -.- speaking about exams,I'm fed up with those chapter by chapter concept for every single subject..isn't it annoying by crushing though packing ur mind with all those unfamiliar information into ur such functionable brains?!
To code an example such as: Bahasa Melayu is commonly used almost in every subject's syllabus..why don't the education department come out with something interesting and yet creative in order to let students hv more fun in learning boring subjects such as economics,sejarah,moral and accounts?? I guess thts the common prob among secondary students..something inevitable though dissatisfied.Not to say every1 of us speak Malay as our mother tongue?! So that we don't hv any excuses not to study subjects in BM version...WTF!! Moreover,there is also obstacles occuring for the science stream student who were practically cracking their head and try to understand,reveal and more into their supreme boring science subjects like physics,chemistry& biology?? In my opinion,three of these subjects are not easily manage and expertise by all...if it really does? I guess every1 of them will probably be a genius or something..my point is,although these three subjects were not using BM but vice versa it's in English!! And everyone thinks this will make their life easier?! What happens in the end tht it's not what u think it is..lol..u are not one who can study science,why wanna show off urself to study such bullshit subject to gain reputation but in fact u're facing study problems coz u've go against ur nature..did u know that? Forcing urself to like the subject tht u hv no talent in it..and that I strongly oppose the one's who object my opinion..I'll will not hesitate a moment to shut ur fuck up!! Let me reason my opinion..first of all,i hv a friend who suck in science subject to the max but she insist to continue taking it and she's actually repeating her mistakes by obeying her stupid parents decision..Somehow,absurdly she shift to another school to start a whole new form 4 science subject life in fact she can graduate by this year?!?! Lolzzz
lastly,what I wanna conclude is that don't make dumb decision in ur life because it's my very own personal experience by surveying all sorts of ppl which they were very regrad by going into science class..how saddening? The worst thing is tht they can't pull themselves out again coz it's alrdy the 2nd year they've studied..they left no choice but to continue...In life,everyone are meant to made decisions for themselves but a wise decision always comes to the one who knows how capable
they were and follow the path tht u hv set..Dont ever look back,because the world is always full of excitement:DDwaiting for u to discovered it's beauty.. but not a place to express ur arrogants and prejudices. P/s: we can make the world a better place to stay:):)

Lifeless

Comment Ca'va?? ( how r u ) in french..
Wassup ppl C: I guess my title had alrdy made a 40% of what am trying to express here...Lol !! Saddening incidence happen continuously after the day my grandmother passes away..I don't know that whether am trying to avoid myself from this issue or watever shit?! I just don't feel right nowadays..it's like not me anymore... The way I see things and the understanding within me is completely different after that incident happen..

It changed my life!! I swear..I don't care how ppl think about me anymore..where by, I could be able to ignore all those critics frm some idiots which I do not wish to mention much.. A bunch of fake friends surrounding me, being such a nuisance or moron in school..retarded shit piece of mind...My gawd?! Am honestly quite sick and tired of what am I now...As a student who were no longer facing the stupid SPM exam..I'm forced to study in order to score in flying colours..because as the trend to success in life,you are ought to work harder for a better future,so just frigging follow the damn trend and demand myself to obtain 10A+!!! Dude, this wasn't an easy mission to accomplish though!!! However,am actually suffering frm dilemma now!! Am so lost about my target?!?! Will this be my ultimate goal in my adolescents stage...I want to be memorable and glorified but not to be hopeless and dulless as t
a dead LIGHT bulb!!! ~sighs~

till then,
TaTa :DDD

Irritations:/

Hola peeps C: the author is back!! I don't know why I felt so frust nowadays..Am completely out of my mind coz I hv no idea wats goin on wif me?!?! Lol.. I hv a lots of mixed emotion deep in the bottom of my heart :( I guess it's just jealousy driving me crazy!! Whenever my fren says bout her bf..I'll be like doin that stupid face as if am very happy for..haih..how pathetic that would be turn things out to be like this?!?! But I think my jealousy will not cause any harm to my frens..I think that's my strong personalities;) I hate to hv the jealous feeling within me..it makes me feel like an idiot and a loser..Well, maybe I really am a big loser though! Ppl around me always complaining that am FAT.. However,it is natural to get mad wif all sorts of insult? Right? I bet no one would dare to doubt that.. And here's what am gonna say to the ppl who look down on me..Junnie June is always a good looking lady although she's not as hot or sexy as other girls who can afford to wear shorts,tube dress neither tights.. But she do hv her very own charm:) duhh..everyone does?? But she believe that she'll grew gorgeous one fine day and met her prince charming..falling in love with someone that really care for her but not puppy love..a very handsome,capable,wisdom,patient & loving bf=) p/s: to all my coupled fren,dun think u're the only one who is in the heaven now..we'll c that in the future..
So long suckers!!

Haha..i'm blogging this during bm tuition..

Howdy dudes:D
surprisingly I'm blogging this in my tuition..lol!! Damn loads of tuition hw.. Karangan panjang & bina ayat..haha!!well,school is fcuking bored coz there is only eleven of us!! WTH?? I think Guo umm made my day seriously..btw,ppl ciao now!!:)

Take it easy dude!! It's just mid-term exam..

Yeah so HOLA friends;)
my title is kinda terpesong here..mind me pls..I've studied too much Malay recently until my cerebrum transmits the wrong information to the central nervous system..so yeah,just finish my science today!! Haha..not to be tat happy yet..coz it's just a short 5 days break for the art streams student..lol!! Pity the science student,they hv to stress themselves to study physics for tomorrow:( tisk-tisk-tusk-tusk!! Hahahaha...well,i'm just simply screwed up with this term's exam..i'm so worry that I might not get 1st in class..you know?? I'm actually a very paranoid person..lol! Btw,going to count down for the next 3 papers which is Econ,accounts& chinese..knda hv confident wif these 3 subject..in fact, I must seriously score all 3 of these subjects orelses there is no hope for me to maintain my average standard anymore....by hook or by crook,I will ensure myself to study econs tonight 1st..though I've started studying econs frm like 2 weeks ago?! It's just f5's chap 2,and now hv to revise bck to refresh my memories..moreover,I hv f4's syllabus to cover up!!! as a conclusion,I will never ever want to study with the old method anymore..somemore trials it's like 3 months away after this exam!! Don't u think time passes like super super super duper FAST!!! Omigod!! and I hv to say that every subject will cover the whole syllabus for F4 & F5...sounds scary eh?? So peeps, take my advice...study and do more&more exercise straight away after this exam is over!! No time to loose...
Till then,
au revoir:D

Exam!!! fark...

heyy peeps ;) back again!! Well i guess u've saw my title and u hv know wats goin on with me..lolXD I'm actually updating tis through my iPHONE =] haha...sit for my bm paper today...I think I've screwed my paper 2 ...erghhh!! Not very happy though bt I still hv to meneruskan perjuangan Saya...XD counting down for English,maths & sejarah...sighs~.~ hv to gt bck to work now and rush for my literature...btw,tat retarded seni thing have to be complete by today...this is so shit weih...
My cue now,
sign off!!

I'm officially back to blog...

Hola peeps :D apparently I'm ALIVE again!! But the bad news is tat I'm not happy with my life..well,as I can say..it'll be a very long storyto talk about...life as a seventeen was not easy cox it's a enormous turning point for teenagers like us especially pressure encounters us...giving examples such as exam, family problems,internal afffairs between friends, personal prob,some ppl which u cannot stand and others...so in order to overcome problems like this,the only way is compromising...as wat i meant for the turning point thing is tat we're in such a vulnerable state between the merit and kharma boundary..in life,we can't guarantee that everything goes as smooth as u thought to be, reality and dream never get to intersect at this point...ok,I hv unconsciously made a breach between me and my mom...I think i've played wif fire this time..however,I admitted my mistake...I've trotted her with heavy words that were unacceptable which means I blurted out stupid things without any sense it's
my mom's b'day ytd plus it is also mother's day!! I'm very regret with wAt I've done ytd...I guess the "sorry no cure" sentence is used...btw,all I hV to do now is to show my sincerity to ease my guilt..and that,does not depend on me...

I guess that's my cue now;)
I'll try my best to cheer myself up!!

Thks to all my loyal readers that hv been waited so long for my blog's update...
Till then,
Junnie June @@

Random..

Hola!!!
Just had my dinner at home and now i teman my mom to eat outside!! LOLx
SO, school was fun + hectic..nothing much actually!!! Still the boring and random school life.. but there's some difference here, because SPM is around the corner, i have the must to brush up all my weak subjects.. Such as Bm, econs, science and etc....Well, i'm sort of like hesitating that should i take part in any other coco activities...But i dont think i have time to cope up either... Btw, i enjoy my current class now which is 5P5 =DDDD YAY!! i finally get to bust off from that stupid class..hahahaha!! 5P3 is some kind of disaster to me actually, although some of them were trying to be "friendly" to me?! But i dont think so....On the other hand, i started to get along with her well this morning during recess...i'm the friggin' one who starts the convo...Damn useless la me!! Dunno y so idiot!! should'nt have talked to her...so regret...

Cut the crap =(

Lastly, i wanna say that i love being with Sharon & Shalinee (: hehehehe So fun!!! At least better than 5P3...hmphhh
Gonna resign from my blog for some timeee...
If u miss me, go facebook and greet me!!! * perasan siao *

Toodles :D